Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ok...since i have now decided that short quotes are retarded im going back to long stories...starting now...

Remember the first story about the perfect boyfriend that i had? Well now let me tell you what happened over the summer. We had started to become closer. I felt like we were pretty good friends. I still really liked him, but he was still with my ex-friend that he dumped me for. One random day I IMed him and his friend (who I had started to talk to too) were hanging out. I was IMing with both of them when his friend asked me how much I really liked him. I told him that I loved him. His friend told him and the most unexpected thing happened...he started to say her felt the same way about me. He said the only reason he was still with his girlfriend was because he didn't want to seem like a jerk. He convinced me that his friend was gonna get her to break up with him. I didn't believe him at first but then when his friend came through I believed that he loved me. I felt like I was floating on a cloud. He told me that he wanted to be single and that is y he wasnt asking me out. I didn't care. All I needed to hear was the "I love you"s and the "your amazing"s and I was satisfied. This went on for a couple of weeks. I was happy for the first time since I went out with him. Then one day he IMed me and said he needed to tell me something. He said he got back together with his ex and that I had become his bff and he didnt want to lose me. I still act like everything is ok but its not. What he did was wrong and it hurt worse than any pain I have ever felt.

1 comment:

Paul said...

tsk, tsk this gay ass 7th grade pimp attempt is gettin on my nerves,(knuckles crack, gun loadin sounds in backround, door slams and car drives away!)