I'm so tired of everyone saying, "its not u, its him." Yea right!!! He's PERFECT and i'm ME. The nerd, the wanna-be popular. I'm so sick of everyone lying to me. It can't always be him. In fact, ITS NEVER HIM! I try everything to make him like me again, to make him remember how happy we used to be, but i'm NEVER good enough. Nothing i do is ever good enough because im ME not HIM. I will never be perfect.